I'm back..

whao ... if like's 3 months i didn't update my blog ,because of addicted to fanfics already ... well i learn more because of that ...

Sunday

*sigh* why i'm being bored till reading such a sad fanfic >< , my feeling is down now , no emotional or either feeling .
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 Failing doesn't make a person a failure 
But.... 
Giving up did .. 
Open your heart and accept all the truth 
Might help a person find out all about themselves.... 


Eventhough i can't be a singer .... 
still i won't give up singing .
cause i knew i got those talent .... 
Even though i'm adopted 
still .... 
I'm happy that i could grow up from a such a warm family 


Eventhough my friend can't be my sister 
Still ... 
I trust them 
Took care of them like my own sister .
Love them like my siblings ... 


때론 잘못된 선택들로 아파했지만
아무 말 없이 뒤에서 지켜봐 주셨죠
서툴고 어린 아이지만 이젠 알 것 같아요
엄마의 조용한 기도의 의미를

지혜로운 엄마의 딸 될게요  나에게 용기를 줘요
어딜가도 자랑스런 딸이 될게요 You’ve been there for me
: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
 한없이 보여준 사랑만큼
 따스한 맘을 가질게요
수줍어 자주 표현 못했죠

 엄마 정말로 사랑해요................

these are some part that really meanful for me from 'dear mom' which mean Though I’ve made hurtful wrong choices

You silently watched over me from behind
But now I think more than an innocent child
The meaning of mom’s silent prayers

I’m afraid that it will still lack
I’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (Give me the courage)
I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go (You’ve been there for me)
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I’ll show endless love
I’ll have a warm heart
I’m shy to express to mom

That I really love my mom

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Eumma saranghaeyeo ....

I'm a shikshin ?

EOTEOKEYEO!! i just eat 2 bowl of noondle , 1 packet of Mee Goreng and 2 piece of cake.After a few min later i drink again a cup of lemonade .
#Am a shikshin , shikshin ,shikshin  ,#
#eat it , drink it ~ #
hahahah playing around with Mr.taxi lyrics xp, well singing is my talent , dance is my life , music is my heaven, jessica is my bias and soshi is my role model .!!!

Hmm.. i don't know why i used to get jealous when others Sones can met soshi >< i damn really want to MEET THEM !  eventually i got alot of soshi stuff but still it's just a non-living thing . i want soshi !

I wish one day i could be like them , and i should practice hard ! and do my best .

                         杰西卡姐姐我爱你!

22/4/2011

Eumma haven't yet come back for KL , i want my hair to be like sica's !!! in RDR i willing to curl my hair like sica eventhough i don't like it .. AND! i change my google chrome's theme into vita 500's ! i love it so much !
well i'm wondering today , my friend huimei will make what delicious food for me? ahh ... my mouth already watering . i'm a shinshik together with angel :p .
Well, snsd unnie's mr taxi teaser already out ! OMG yuri seobang's hair is blonde !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sica unnie is sexy , tiffany sis-in-law looks damn hot , taengoo unnie looks pretty !




소시 fighting !!!!! 

yeah just like this !

Jessica's Birthday greeting

sica unnie ~ your birthday is coming soon. i just want to greet you first cause i might be busy on that day . 생일 축하 시카 언니~   have a blast 언니~  love you so much ~  don't get busy till forget to take care of your body . health is very important ..~ .   알았지?  

어떤식으로 제시카 언니 파이팅!

oh!oh!oh!oh! 언니 saranghae~~~~

I'm back..

it been awhile that i didn't update my blog , cause i'm lazy and kinda busy in my page too ... my page is my life, i thrown a battle on it . so i have to make it successful.  Exam is coming !!!! ah !!!!!! but i hope i do my best on my coming soon exam.
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Yesterday i talk to Ary dongsaeng and i told her about my new best friend, that leave me and better end our friendship . i guess she's right that one day my chingu will come back to me and cry infront of me that she feel guilty about what she had done to me... 


Welll~~~~~~~~~~~ i'm having fun too .. i went to Jerudong park with Huimei my dear friend. and sleep well last night ..><

The reason why i love sica so much

1. she's kind and usually will sit beside the others members when they can't sleep .

2. Sica ever said that if possible she would like to make a cake for every fan's bday .

3. Fany wasn't good in hangul but sica helped her on it by teaching her .

4. she even helped seohyun in controlling her feelings.

5. she ever cheer yoona up by saying she should trying before  before she give up .

6. she even said'goodluck'to 2pm even though she herself have her own comeback with her fellow teammate .

when you fell, the angel sica will by yourside .And helped you up , cheer up you up by saying all those words that makes you feel better .. 

Sica is always sica , for me she is a warm ice . like yuri ever said .... 

30/1/2011

whaa , i havent update my blog for many weeks already .... cause im busy in my studies and im happy i got snsd as my google chrome theme ...

Very painfull's sunday

whaa ... my leg is so damn  hurt because of yesterday ... actually i dont feel very hurt .. but when it turn out night , i feel my leg is swollen ... ... i cant even walk properly .. ><

15/1/2011

whaa , today i have a very tired day ... but still im happy that i can go back late ..

anyway i was so lucky yesterday , i met DJ izan in The Mall , but why i didnt take pic with her....



(p.s i got no thing to write )

13/1/2011

To day is a fine day that makes me sleepy all the day ... , yup ..i had already ate my breakfast ... 
later afternoon , i'ma go shopping with my close friend huimei ~ heh , i accompany her to buy the clothes .. :) 


Yesterday ?... hmmm , i don't remember any thing because all in my mind is just fanfiction and also stupid chemistry that killing ... after doing my work i just sleep ... 

12/1/2011

whaa!!!! REALLY TIRED IN THE SCHOOL !!!  yesterday i just had my bio extra class and i went back home around 1:30 p.m ... , i almost break my back because of bring many books .. this happen not only yesterday but ever since i started bring books to school .. it was like bring many brick to school ... ... and i also need to go up and down the stair bringing along my heavy back ..

OK!enough of saying tired .. , if those books aren't using what i'm going school for ... ? people learn from mistake ... so that we can get our future successful . we should start our step from crawling , then walking .. go that we can aims our future ... 
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#topic changes#
nows aday , i keep on reading those fanfiction because of boredom ... whaa .. i love reading fanfic nows aday ... heheh
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school .. is the first place we learn how to count , how to read and also how to write .. Home is the first place we started our first step of  walking .. with the support of parent .. we learn how to count , how to read and also write . school is the only place we can chase our future .. Mind is the place where we plan or decided our future career .. , parent is the huge tree that protect us from any harmful things and also from rain .. we are just like a little seedling that need protection .. when parent is old already we could do the same things to them , like making some house for them , not too huge but inside must have the warmness that they had ever gave us ...  our future is decided by our own .. , our parent can just stay behind supporting us , when we fall they will support us by hand .. 


Parent helped us in our first step of walking , they hold up our hand and make us walk .. when we fall , they quickly go by our side and help us up .. we should appreciate  that gave us ..... 
parents can't stay by our side forever , some day whose know they will go to the city of happiness .. ... 


so appreciate what we get now .... plan for future now ! 

http://pooltides.livejournal.com/7190.html

11/1/2011

Ugh , i hate a tired .. school day today .. because i almost fall asleep during english and P.O.A subject .. luckily teacher dont noticed me .. phew.. 


#topic changes
aish , My sister just told me what a ridiculous question.
My little sister; Jie i dont like to go to school .. 
me; why ?
my little sister : because i dont like to study , i rather be a maid then having a high position in the future..
me: WHAT !? 
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Me ! as her sister , wont let them be like that ! never... , i dont want me sister's future being destroy , i want her to study well and get a good job .. so that we can make more profit and can gave some money to our parent .. , i know im being strict but i need her help too .. not only  my little sister but also my other siblings also .. ... SO LET US BE TOGETHER .. AND WORK HARD .. !!! 

Things that i don't like that i hate

Duet to food :
I hate to eat cucumber since last year cause it makes me vomit and nose bleeding .. oh and also fruit i dont really like pineapple ...

Languages :
I hate people judging other people's languages when it comes to foreign languages .. if they did pro , then why they still need to study or learn ? Think !  before you judge people ..
We Are Human !  we need time in improvement and learning ..  , Nobody in this world is perfect , god create us to learn not to judge people's weakness .. Before we judge people weakness , we should find out our weakness .. ! 


Attitude :
well , me myself also had bad attitude like tempered .. but i have my own reason ..
but it the attitude toward adult or the person who are eldest to us , we should respect to them not just fight back when they are talking to you .. !
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`I don't like people told me to do this and do that when i'm concentrating my studies .. , they should ask me are you busy ? before they told me do something .. I don't mean that i need people to respect me but if they did , i will respect them too

8/1/2011 (night)

This my life or my destiny ??? everything can't go well when i start to turn happy .. ?? are we going to turn back before ??? you saod that you feel guilty that didnt talk with me ... but now it turn like this

8/1/2011

im so tired after the extra classes and now i guess im having fever now .....
life is very hard ... yesterday i almost piss off till wanna break my DVD ... aish ... !!

this is my first time cover a song ,,

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1526548720452

little sones

7/1/2011//

omo ~ yesterday i had a bad day ..... I..... ACCIDENTALLY EAT CUCUMBER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ while im ordering a burger ... then i go to toilet  and vomit .. after i vomit i had nose bleeding .... , yesterday is also a raining day i feel bad mood and more tempered .. i even shrugged while talking with my oppah ...

6/1/2011

today at school:

hmmm let me think .... owh , just now i had a very funny chemistry classes just now , when my new classmaye azliana suddenly spray a perfume toward me , i tried to block it but i fail and hit on my table , and my sir shock .. 

#topic change 

today i had a bad afternoon , or this year is a bad year between my sibling but im happy that my unnie talk with me again :) heh , the bad things is i always fought with my siblings .. aish .. , they couldnt understand me . even though  i try hard to help them aish .. 

but i think im too strict toward them , maybe because of my age changes making me become more mature .. , now i just think of my future , beside from future , i dont think too much .... , i want ,make everything in order to aims my target ...... 

ok enough of saying this ... 

#topic change 2 

i feel like im addicted to tae now , all my things have tae on it taengoo ..~~~~~ saranghae ... mianhae ary dongsaeng that i like tae ~ 

#my best memory 

one day in november if 2010 , i met you and we become sisters .. 

you are a angel for me 

you makes me opened my heart to accept many things 

you makes me smile and laugh all the time 

even though you had a icy heart but you manage to melt my icy heart in my heart 

and the who was the ice princess me become warm hearted .. 

eventhough you are just 14(this year) , but you can manage to cheer me up when im sad :) 

gomawo ....... 

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1/4/2009 

we enter the new school smsb , we are just the new student there ..... firstly i was shy to talk with others but you come to me and talk to me ..... after a long talk we become friend ... you had brought me many friends .. 

and after one year 1/3/2010 , we become close friend and sisters .... im having fun when i am with you cause you are just like a angel who protect me , even though in someday of october we had a fight ... but at the end we become friend again ...  

HOPE WE BE FRIEND FOREVER 

IN THE WORLD THERE ARE 3 THINGS THAT WE COULDNT BUY WITH MONEY 

- Love from parent

-friendship 

-family 

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some day in may i add you as friend in facebook , when i started to talk with you , i feel like you are fun to talk with .... then we started to become more close ..  

you teach me alot unnie .. , you had improved the broken english's me .. and i grow up by your warm heart .. :) ... i treat you as my own unnie , i can even feel the love that you gave me .. ... 

unnie neumu neumu kamasahamida .. ~